Another Day of VICTORY

Praise God!!! Fear is losing it's grip upon my life. I feel so wonderful to be able to talk to the rest of the people when their eyes were looking at me... I am not as nervous as before...

During chinese class, all of us were to share with one another about what is it in life that we do not like about ourselves but yet is able to overcome it since the day we gave our lives to God... Want to know about mine?

Frankly speaking, I dislike a number of things about myself. Firstly, laziness, my outward appearances verses my character, the way I interact with others [because most people misunderstood me and they get the wrong idea. Not in relationship wise but in the things I say] just to name a few...

However, I shared the one whereby I do not like the way I look because often, people would mistaken me for being a bubbly, active, talkative etc kind of a person which I do not think I was or am now. I was actually never that kind of a person. However, as time goes by, I find that I am getting more and more out-going than before. Glory to GOd.

When I was young and before I got to know Christ, I was a very reserved person who loves to watch and enjoy others play. I am not a looney but rather, I would enjoy people playing with each other than myself joining them. Cause I know I would get into fights, especially when I was very young. Also, I would be aimed by others whenever I play a game with the rest of my peers. Maybe you would say that I am a person's who's a lone ranger.

Even during my secondary school days, I would even get complained by my teachers and fellow classmates that I am a very proud person. There was such a time that I was accused by my teacher that I was very talkative too... When the fact of the matter wasd that I was not even talking at all. Sigh... What to do?

Nevertheless, things never changed even after I left secondary school for ITE, then to the army. It was in the year 1999 that my life really changed. When I got to receive Jesus as my personal LOrd and Savior. However, the major changes within me was in the year 2003, when I was in City Harvest Bible Training Centre for the first year. My life began to change. Indeed, it was a life changing experience. What's more, I am a year two student this year. I felt that my character's been refined and changed. Not only that, I am also determined to be the kind of person God wants me to be. To be a responsible and honest guy who will love people fervently and love God WHOLEHEARTEDLY.

Sharing with the normal group of five was my comfortzone. However, today, I got to share my life's testimony with a group of Eleven people. It's a breakthrough for me. Glory unto God!!!

Tuition with Calvin
Yes, you've not seen wrong. I had tuition with Calvin... A primary one student, from campassvale Pri. He's a very cute boy and he seems very obedient. However, he's very talkative. Kept talking to me even when I asked him to study and learn for his spelling because he's gonna have exams tomorrow. Strange eh? Today's my first day with him and I'm expected to perform some miracles with him to help him improve his studies. I really have no faith in myself and my abilities. However, what I can do is to pray... For I know, God listens to my prayers~~ =D

Today, I really had a fruitful time. Sister Giallian told me that I'd be promoted to be a Ministry member this coming weekend. Hopefully, I'll soon be promoted to a higher level so as to be able to use the informations and skills aquired from my twenty months of Bible school to teach others. I am equipped with the Word of God. Without God, I am nothing. I always thank God for who He is. Without me, He is still God, buit without God, I am never me... I'd have been in some corners in this earth... rotting and losing hopes. Who knows, I'd not even be on earth...

Whatever it is, I thank God for His mercies never fails and that He loves me even till the end of my life. I thank Jesus, for He gave His life for me, that I might have life and have it more abundantly. I pray to GOd that you'll be blessed too upon reading my life's testimony...